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Well I was blogging fairly regularly about us and our movie, THEN… my husband Mark developed some issues but is now getting better.  It’s seems to always be something, right?  But as we are resourceful people who try to use our time and situations to the positive, we are still moving ever forward on our movie, “Lost Angels[The Discovery].  I have managed to take the 12 scenes we still had to finish shooting for our 1o minute short and whittle that down to 2 and 1/2 scenes by last week.  Since I have several people schedules I work around, including Mark’s and my schedule’s, it can be awhile between shoots.  Things come up, that roller coaster called life can get in the way.  But we still push ever forward because that’s what you do when you are dedicated, persevering, have goals and commitments, etc.

Lost Angels[The Discovery] is computer heavy with 3D modeling/animation scenes, special effects, etc.  Mark has completed 2 of many 3D model/animation scenes using Newtek’s [www.Newtek.com] – Lightwave 11.5, Smith Micro’s [www.SmithMicro.com] – Poser 2012, and Adobe’s Creative Suite 3 Master Collection.  We wish we had CS 6 Master Collection but it’s beyond our budget capabilities.  I help Mark with the “human” models (I got my start at the age of 9 as an artist painting portraits, [http://www.Rennditions.com]); and also with the surfacing/texturing, and other “artist” stuff that needs doing when one works in animation, special effects, etc.  But ultimately Mark is my “Animation Man”.

I’m still hoping to have our 10 minute short edited in time for the 2014 Sundance Film Festival and could really use all of your “good vibes” to help us achieve that goal.  I’m pretty excited by these scenes I’ve been shooting, editing, compositing.  They will flesh out area’s of the story that until now may have confused you, or caused you to wonder “what the… “?  But when our 10 minute short is finally re-edited and done you will begin to understand what the feature film of about 96 minutes is about, and hopefully like it when released.

Right now our website: www.LostAngelsMovie.com has only the trailer for the 10 minute short available for your viewing.  But I try to be very fan friendly if you check all of these links below where I make both my music, and movie poster available to our Lost Angels Movie fans.  Check us out!

If you would like some music or ringtones check my music out at:
*   https://soundcloud.com/liquid-ice-entertainment
*   https://www.reverbnation.com/playlist/view_playlist/-4?page_object=artist_458015
*   http://www.myxer.com/artist/id/39164695/Liquid-Ice-Entertainment/

Anyway, as I said in my most recent post on:
www.Facebook.com/rennrreed and
www.Facebook.com/lostangelsmovie

We are most grateful for everyone’s thoughts and prayers, whether you are Christian, Buddhist, a “purple people-eater”, or whatever.  All of your “good vibes” have helped Mark a lot, (therefore me ‘cuz I worry about all of those I care about).  Of course this nerve-racking period of time in our lives didn’t help me at all since I began my new job at Wal*Mart here.

I am very grateful for my new job but in all reality you try being 59 years old, with a body that had cancer for 12 years, and survived a terrible car accident where I couldn’t even walk for 6 months.   I work in the Bakery here and was just recently told that I have to have all of my tasks done by 10 am, that this is the Wal*Mart “expectation”.  I begin each of my work days usually at 4 am or 5 am, meaning just to be showered and ready for work I have to get up at 2 am.
All I’m saying is the curves life throws you can be very tough but you suck-it-up and figure out how to deal with it as positively as you can.  Right?

Well all I know is God willing we will be able to have our 10 minute short of our movie “Lost Angels” re-edited and done in time to submit to the 2014 Sundance Film Festival.

Thanks all for all of your “good vibes”!  Please keep them coming!
Best to you all,

Renn

So I have 4 new cast members and I am very excited about how their personalities will fit perfectly into the story for my movie “Lost Angels”.  Spring is around the figurative corner (we need the moisture ‘cuz of the droughts everywhere) but I’d be very happy with rain.  Anyone up there listening, we’re tired of snow and it’s oh so cold out there with the wind chill and all.  I was very ill for nearly 8 weeks, almost died, am so grateful for insurance.  I don’t know why doctors aren’t more thorough about the medications they prescribe but it was a good month before I found a doctor that prescribed the right medicines that began my healing process.  Then in addition it took 2 more prescriptions to actually get well.  This slowed me down a lot on shooting scenes but I’m back to it shooting hard and am very excited about my new footage.  But I read a lot during this time (when I wasn’t sleeping) about after effects, compositing, and some other pertinent subjects while feeling like I was going to die, and I learned tons.  Just wish I had a lot more time so that I could do both, read and work on our movie, “Lost Angels”.  Seems like there’s never enough time.

Our movie is moving along well but I wish it were possible to get the special effects and visual effects done right, only faster.  We have so little time but work before we go to work, as well as after we get home from work.  We have almost completed 2 3D animations scenes out of 8.  Our goal is to have our 10 minute live action short completed by June 2013.

Please keep those “good vibes” going for us!

Have a wonderful week!
Renn

No one knows what the future will bring them be it in general or personally.  We go through life when we’re young and dream dreams believing we will achieve them.  We set goals, work hard hoping to make “the grade” and rise to those societal levels we all deem and define as achievement.  Many if not most of us fall short of our dreams, and sometimes more often than not, by the age of 30 we wonder what has happened?  Why haven’t we moved forward as we had hoped, and even planned?  There are so many idioms one can quote from, I have heard so many like “If you haven’t achieved it by the time you are 30 it isn’t going to happen”.  Tell Susan Boyle that, or how about our 16th President Abraham Lincoln.  I on the other hand prefer to focus on “If you can dream it, you can achieve it”.

There have been a handful of comments on my blogs stating that I “…am whining, …complaining…” REALLY?   Apparently you haven’t actually read my blogs as the opposite is actually true.  Life is a journey, one that none of us can accurately predict.  Even Nostradamus didn’t get his last prediction right as the world didn’t come to an end last year.  So I say ~I believe things do happen for a reason so let’s make that reason a good reason~

I am grateful, so very grateful for so many, many people, opportunities, and things.  I am grateful for my husband Mark and our best friend Steve who believed in me enough, so much so, that it kept my spirits up through cancer, and the uphill battle of rebuilding my life after cancer.  I am grateful for my sister and two daughters  whom I unfortunately will probably never see again in my life but love with all my heart as they have taught me to simply let go of all that is bad that happens to us.  I am grateful for several ladies who were once people I considered to be my closest friends as they taught me not to trust when I learned from them personally over the phone, and I quote here, “You have a husband, a man, who genuinely loves you, cherishes you, and (I’ve) not been able to find that so I don’t want to hear about your life, your film, your …whatever”.  So okay friend I just won’t contact you anymore, no problem.

This is what I in essence woke up to at the age of 48+ after learning I was now cancer free.  Not yahoo, good for you.  Not yeah!  Let’s get together.  So fine, they have been heard loud and clear and I have moved on.  My sister and my daughters will always be family after all we are “blood” right?  But since my sister didn’t even tell me about my father’s passing, or about the funeral back in 1986, (guess that should have been a red flag).   Nor did I know my aunts and uncles on my mother’s side had passed as again no one told me.  And that was the side of my family that I had been close to.

All of these things, and many other experiences in my life have fueled me to focus in positive directions.  So even though my sister and daughters will tell you I dwell on the past in fact memories serve to remind me how to move forward in the present.  The gems and jewels in my life are those who have believed in me, my maternal grandparents who were wonderful role models and for whom I have tried to pattern my life.  Mark and Steve and their relentless determination so see me heal and get well, propelled me to make this film in Steve’s memory.

In 1979 as I was designing at the President Dept. Store in Kaohsiung, Taiwan I met the President of Taiwan Chiang Ching-Kuo (son of Chiang Kai-Shek). Although I was at work he spoke to me privately and among other things, told me that what goes around comes around and that all of my work and travels designing for the store have a positive effect for my family and country.  This inspired me to creating my business and then www.MandarinConnection.com.
for which I have many wonderful opportunities interpreting and facilitating business with the Chinese during the last 30+ years.

When Steve passed suddenly March 2, 2001, Jon Bon Jovi’s birthday as I understand it, and approximately 18 months after I became cancer free Mark and I were devastated.  We were in the throws of shooting and interviewing for our documentary “The Bonanza Trail”.  It took me 3 weeks to locate Steve’s family so I could tell them of his passing, and get permission to bury him.  They were wonderful about it.  During this time Mark and I talked at length about what we should do, how to move forward, in life and on the business.  We decided to continue our business in Steve’s honor and make every effort to make everything we do absolutely the best we possibly could.  The film industry had become fairly saturated with western’s by 2002 and no one seemed interested in our documentary.   In 2004 I went to China on business and in 2005 I was in LA interpreting and facilitating business for a trade agreement.  In 2006 I had some wonderful opportunities shooting for Current TV.  In 2007 I had the incredible opportunity to be in National Treasure Book of Secrets and loved it.  In 2008 I began shooting “Lost Angels[The Discovery]“.

So when I saw the blog at: http://nevertooearlymoviepredictions.blogspot.com/p/shorts-animated-documentary-and-live.html
I was stunned, and I am so honored that people in the industry have noticed us.  This blog tells me there is hope for me, and for those of us who are still striving to achieve our dreams.  To all of you in the film industry who have noticed us and our movie “Lost Angels” please understand that we are very interested in getting “it right” and working hard to make that happen.  Just because it is taking time doesn’t mean we aren’t working hard.  I was honored that Clint Eastwood’s company was willing to review my script, but am working hard at learning to write it right this time.  I take some comfort knowing the reality is many movie scripts have rewrites so I am refusing to be embarrassed about this incredible learning process.

We are in the middle of post-production on the special effects, 3D animations, and shooting the last 9 scenes.   It is very hard to find an affordable copy of CS that fits our budget.  In all reality we are paying close attention to details and work whenever we are not at our jobs.  So this is simply a way of telling all of the wonderful people both within the film industry who have been rooting for us, the turtle, just hang in there, please.   Thanks all for your “good vibes”!

Renn

Louis Michael Seidman, Professor @Georgetown University

 

Professor, since you have made it clear that your opinion of the Constitution and other historic American documents our country, the United States of America, is founded upon and considers them to be ancient, outdated, and irrelevant.  Why do you teach Constitutional law?

Georgetown University why do you keep a man, and professor, who clearly hates the essentials our country was predicated upon?  Why are you allowing him to teach Constitutional law when he clearly hates the Constitution, hm?   I’m sure it’s because you respect him.  So let’s pretend he’s right and the powers that be out there decide our Constitution is “…a thing of the past” therefore not relevant anymore.  What do we do Professor?  Do we embark on reviewing our current era and challenges thereby drawing up some type of new document?  Or do we simply allow The Patriot Act, The Digital Media Copyright act to replace our historic documents which were written up and are rooted in the heavy hand of old England, the government that they knew?

I’ve heard through the grapevine of some of my educator friends that you are of the opinion there at Georgetown University that I am not fully educated in the Constitution and therefore really don’t know whereof I speak on these related Constitutional issues.  Hm, I didn’t realize you knew me at all.  Isn’t this simply a polite way of saying I’m stupid regarding my comments referencing your comments on CBS Sunday Morning January 27, 2013?  The way I see it is this, you are most definitely entitled to whatever opinions you may have.  Just as all the rest of us are entitled to ours, be it educated, or less educated as the case may be.

But the risk you are taking when disseminating your opinions year after year to the college students you teach lies in the real possibility as to whether or not  you make the genuine attempt to counter your own opinions with other people’s perspectives on the subjects you are teaching.  Just how broadly do you allow for differences of opinions?  After all it is only Tuesday and I have already heard from my educator friends that basically you don’t think I know what I’m talking about regarding your comments last Sunday, merely two days ago.  Sounds fairly over-reactive to me.  If I am so stupid then why would you feel so defensive as to even comment about the comments an inconsequential person like me makes, hm?

Robert Redford, founder of the entire Sundance organization is a very opinionated gentleman.  However in as much as he enjoys dialogue and debating various issues.  Inevitably when one walks away at the end of it all one generally feels energized maybe even enlightened just because of that dialogue.  As a first time filmmaker when I submitted my current project to the Sundance organization although ultimately rejected I was informed in the very same email that they had become fans of my project.  Professor Seidman, Mr. Redford is known in addition to everything else he stands for as an active environmentalist.  Yet my movie has a fully stuffed wolf glaringly front and center in one of my key scenes.

Mr. Redford was able to look beyond his own interests and at the very least understand that it was there for a reason.  Even if he didn’t know exactly what that reason was.  The wolf is a survivor in this harsh world.  The stuffed wolf in my movie not only represents the wolf’s nature to survive, but also what man tends to do to all things of beauty, that is to destroy it.  This particular scene with the wolf represents all of this plus the visual iconography that if we as humans are to survive all that is going on around us be it legislation, environmental, the very foods we eat, our personal trials and challenges, etc.  We need to find a way to survive like the wolf, and for most of us we want to survive well.

It’s okay that I don’t have your fancy degree’s behind my name, or in front my name for that matter.  It’s okay that I’m not teaching in a university or college setting as there are many ways to set an example if one so chooses.  I don’t know that I am an example to anyone.  But here at WordPress the comments I receive regarding my blogs are encouraging when I didn’t even know anyone was reading them until last year.  I am a nobody, but have tried very hard throughout my life to give others the benefit of the doubt, to practice what I “preach”, and to apologize to those I offend.

So here is the benefit of the doubt that I extend to you Professor Seidman.  Before you call me stupid, uneducated, ridiculous, or any other negative commentary you can come up with try to learn something constructive about me.  Maybe, just maybe if you extended yourself beyond yourself and put yourself in someone else’ shoes for a change, you might actually learn there’s more to life than oneself.  Even the wolf lives in a pack.

My best to you,

Renn

 

I love the Sunday morning news show, “CBS Sunday Morning”.  It’s intelligent, creatively interesting, and has great appeal to almost anyone who loves learning.  So why then would CBS allow the following commentary without the simultaneous opportunity for equal rebuttal during the show?

Please read or go view @ the following link (for your own opinion):

http://www.cbsnews.com/8301-3445_162-57566014/professor-take-our-country-back-from-the-constitution/

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(CBS News) Is the U.S. Constitution truly worthy of the reverence in which most Americans hold it?
A view on that from Louis Michael Seidman, Professor of Constitutional Law at Georgetown University:

I’ve got a simple idea: Let’s give up on the Constitution.

I know, it sounds radical, but it’s really not. Constitutional disobedience is as American as apple pie.

For example, most of our greatest Presidents — Jefferson, Lincoln, Wilson, and both Roosevelts — had doubts about the Constitution, and many of them disobeyed it when it got in their way.

To be clear, I don’t think we should give up on everything in the Constitution. The Constitution has many important and inspiring provisions, but we should obey these because they are important and inspiring, not because a bunch of people who are now long-dead favored them two centuries ago.

Unfortunately, the Constitution also contains some provisions that are not so inspiring. For example, one allows a presidential candidate who is rejected by a majority of the American people to assume office. Suppose that Barack Obama really wasn’t a natural-born citizen. So what?

Constitutional obedience has a pernicious impact on our political culture. Take the recent debate about gun control. None of my friends can believe it, but I happen to be skeptical of most forms of gun control.

I understand, though, that’s not everyone’s view, and I’m eager to talk with people who disagree.

But what happens when the issue gets Constitutional-ized? Then we turn the question over to lawyers, and lawyers do with it what lawyers do. So instead of talking about whether gun control makes sense in our country, we talk about what people thought of it two centuries ago.

Worse yet, talking about gun control in terms of constitutional obligation needlessly raises the temperature of political discussion. Instead of a question on policy, about which reasonable people can disagree, it becomes a test of one’s commitment to our foundational document and, so, to America itself.

This is our country. We live in it, and we have a right to the kind of country we want. We would not allow the French or the United Nations to rule us, and neither should we allow people who died over two centuries ago and knew nothing of our country as it exists today.

If we are to take back our own country, we have to start making decisions for ourselves, and stop deferring to an ancient and outdated document.
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So Professor Seidman is telling us that the very documents and manuscripts which our country is founded upon are obsolete, irrelevant, and in addition our forefathers, as smart as they were, are dusty primitives without vision for their descendants… REALLY professor?  You’ll probably say “No, I never said that”.
Why are you so afraid of the Constitution?  If you are going to bring up gun control you shouldn’t do so at the expense of the Constitution.  Guns by themselves hurt no one.  It’s the professionals or idiots behind them that either defend us, or kill our loved ones.

You tell us at the end of your commentary to start making decisions for ourselves, and stop deferring to an ancient and outdated document.  I say why don’t we review all of that wealth of information and figure out why or what is truly behind all of the crazies randomly killing the innocent; or committing murder/suicides.  You look at the news and we supposedly pulled out of Iran, and are going to pull out of Afghanistan, but now we’re headed to Mali.
Where is the draw down really?

So if the United States Constitution is outdated and ancient, what is the Bible that we all profess(or) to believe in?  Whether you are Christian, Muslim, Buddhist, Pagan/New Age, etc. there is a bible.  Your comments contradict your final summary in your last sentence.  You go on air, I’m assuming of course invited by CBS, and spout your personal opinions, then tell us that the ideals our countries’ foundation is built on is not relevant anymore.  Followed by telling us to start making our own decisions about all of this which would include your comments.  But then isn’t that how most “movers and shakers” get to where they are, by twisting the information to suit themselves?  The news does it all the time assuming that “…We the people” don’t realize they aren’t telling the whole story.

The 2013 Sundance Film Festival ends today.  There will probably be those who pay a dear price as they get ear-full’s from Utah types be they politicians, businesses, religious leaders, etc. for allowing certain sexually related content into this years festival.  It’s no secret that the State of Utah is not happy with SFF’s decisions this year.  But you see here is how all of you are the same although different people with different educations and different backgrounds.

You all like to tell us what to do.  You all think we are sinners, or persons of interest, if we don’t think like you or do what you do.  What is really at the bottom of your hot barrel of commentary is more like dictating to all of us, intelligently of course.  That “… We the people” don’t know what we want, don’t know what we like, don’t know how to decide for ourselves what’s best.  Somehow you think you know better than the rest of us.  Sounds very similar to what our founding fathers were trying to help us avoid when they wrote these ground breaking documents.

I have traveled extensively to various countries on business and I tell you that this land, America, is the land I love with all of my heart.  And even though a group of intelligent businessmen and other types wrote documents a couple hundred years ago that I hold dear to my heart.  When someone like you Professor Seidman, with all of your intelligent comments, well I have a saying that I created referencing myself when I had cancer because there were many times when I had trouble even speaking I was so weak.  But to summarize my saying goes like this, “One can be so smart, they’re stupid”.

What truly needs modifications in our world are those who think they have a right to tell the rest of us how to believe, how to think, and thereby impose their idea’s and beliefs on the rest of us.  Instead of allowing us to decide for ourselves.  Maybe this is why President Obama was re-elected to the amazement of the Republicans.  I listened to their comments after the election in November 2012 and to say they weren’t happy is an understatement.

By your standards Professor Seidman, the Sundance Film Festival, an organization who gives wonderful opportunities for so many talented people to attempt to jump-start their careers, will soon become obsolete.  As much as I respect, revere, and so very much appreciate its founder and the handful of staff members I have had dealings with.  Suffice it to say that Mr. Redford with all of his efforts to provide guidance and opportunities to the “regular Joe’s and Josephine’s” of our world, he is not one of our founding fathers, right people?  Just a guy wanting to help the rest of us nobodies try to get a leg up on our career’s versus you Professor Seidman who really wants more to tell us how to run our lives.

But he does provide a venue which allows for those of us to speak to situations even if they differ from his own.  So why do you have a need to tell all of us what to think and do?  Mr. Redford loves to discuss idea’s and debate them.  Ultimately when passion hits home one walks away from it all saying to themselves, who really won this debate anyway?  Doesn’t really matter Professor, it’s all about sharing idea’s and the ensuing enlightenment one might glean from the conversation if they thus allow them self to do so.

So since freedom of speech is part of the Constitution are you suggesting we reformulate our government into something other than a democracy/republic?
Wouldn’t that then make you a “person of interest” by today’s documents like the Patriot Act?  Hm, seems like if that were to happen to you then you would appreciate the Constitution.  Now that we are all clear that you’ve told us the Constitution is not relevant to any of us anymore does that mean that freedom of speech is irrelevant too?

Thanks ever so much for enlightening me.

My best to you,
Renn

It has recently been brought to my attention that I apparently offended some people @SFF with my most recent blog titled, “2013 Sundance Film Festival”.  My genuine apologies to all of those who found my observations and comments unseemly.

So here’s the problem:  My comments about this years entries, especially those SFF submissions that revolve around sexuality, I found very interesting especially in a state such as Utah.   No one can help where they are born; what their race is; or the religion their parents decided to impose on them.  No one.  I am a Mormon, thanks to my jack-Mormon father who decided I should belong to this church.  I grew up in it, served an honorable mission, graduated from Brigham Young University, then proceeded to have my own children baptized (unthinkingly at the time) in it.  What’s wrong with this visual?  Where is one’s freedom of choice?

In my blog, “2013 Sundance Film Festival”, I spoke a lot about our Constitution, our wonderful founding fathers, and the right that we ALL should have to voice our opinions, without being considered some harbinger of negativity.  The statements made in the movie “The American President” starring Michael Douglas are not ideals to me but real-life concepts which I do try to practice in my everyday life.  The State of Utah is an interesting environment, I lived there for nearly six years, and it is truly both beautiful yet puzzeling.  A potentially wonderful experience if you live and believe as the “movers and shakers” there do.  But if your lifestyle is non-conforming to the environment, well maybe you can visualize the possibilities from there.  Although my blog was actually an attempt to be supportive of the 2013 Sundance Film Festival, apparently there are those @SFF who saw it differently, so I’ve been told.  That is their right after all, given our Constitution.

So why am I apologizing?  Well I thought I had articulated my support in the statements in my blog in both a supportive and clear commentary of the Sundance Film Festival and its decision makers’  rights as a creative organization to step outside the boundaries we are all stuck in from day to day and be the adventurous spirits they are, or claim to be.  I was attempting to applaud their attempt to support the stereotypically avoided topics in our American culture.  As forward thinking as they are I never suspected that my tongue-in-cheek comments on their “Arrow” logo for example would elicit upset when I was merely asking in an “A_ _-backwards” manner, “What does the arrow mean”?  Or maybe better yet, “Where are you taking Sundance”?  Do you even know?

All of this chatter I’ve elicited about “The Arrow” was simply my attempt at humor regarding a poor logo design.  Almost any freshman in college, maybe even high school, could do better.  Ask any graphics professors at any college what they think of “The Arrow” logo.  Oh well, get a sense of humor.  It wasn’t intended to offend but rather to suggest maybe to have someone who cares about form and function create the image that will better represent one of the most prestigious creative organizations in America.   The art world has a very common phrase they pound into the heads of young artistic minds, “less is more” so is it really so wrong to want better?  Oops, did I say that?  Isn’t that what the Sundance organization is all about, the pursuit of quality?

I have said all along that Sundance is one of the best organizations there is for the creative person, and all of my blogs support this in some form.  But it is part of being an American that we can question that which exists around us.  Our founding fathers lived in, then left England, for America.  Should one actually read the Constitution, or the Declaration of Independence, The Patriot Act, The Digital Media Copyright Act, etc.  one might then better understand what we as… We The People are suppose to be doing, questioning, supporting.  It is not only our right to question, but to expect honest answers from our leaders be they corporate, political, creative, religious, etc.

Our passions should be intelligently presented and expressed, versus irrational displays of upset rantings going on and on about some silly comments regarding the logo of a premiere institution, a “working logo” I might add.  I truly am sorry decision makers @SFF for any negative nonsense I may have contributed to thereby creating some kind of ridiculous controversy.  Better yet since you have power, influence, AND money why are there those then that seem to care about little ole’ inconsequential me?

I applaud your daring adventurous spirits in the State of Utah.  I believe this year will be a banner year for you, and very possibly a turning point for the “tight a_ _’s” that are screaming “How dare you”!  We all have the right to agree to disagree in the United States of America thanks to our founding fathers.  Sex fuels corporate America, and look at religion like Jim Baker and his following, oh and hm, our politicians sure seem to get action on the side so… let the trumpets ring with support from all of those who are crying foul.  Gabriel can you hear me?

I am in no way important in all of this.  I am merely a voice expressing as tastefully as I know how, both my support and questions revolving around topics that both my spirit is passionate about and all of my endeavors attempt to achieve with the highest quality.  I nearly “bust a gut” with laughter when I heard I had in some way fueled a ruckus with my most recent blog “2013 Sundance Film Festival”.  And as a nobody being just me in the scheme of life, working my way upstream hoping to spawn my dreams in honor of Steven J. Campbell, Marks and my best friend.  I ask the powers out there that be to please cut me a little slack.  If there weren’t those within the Sundance organization that I truly respect and appreciate, would I really take my valuable time to be supportive with a twist?

You have my word that I will always attempt to be tasteful and tell my facts both straight and true.  If I get my facts wrong, just let me know and I will be the first to apologize, that is after I double check your information, AND  am able to verify that I am actually wrong.  If nothing else in all of my years of being ill with cancer, as well as raising two children have made abundantly clear to me is the importance of having a good sense of humor.  Get one Sundance.  Life is much too short not to laugh.  My life has had so many strange twists and turns and other nonsense that it is truly funny that I am still alive.  Apparently be it neither Heaven or Hell seems to want me… how funny is that.

Have a wonderful festival.  Enjoy life.  Don’t worry about a little ole’ nobody like me.
Cheers to you and your daring.  Rock on!

Renn

So we work hard, try to dot all of our i’s and cross our t’s in a manner in keeping with the pro’s.  But alas our efforts never go beyond the submission>payment phase and we wonder… “are we good enough”?  That question must be defined by what you do after… after the submission, after the rejection, after we break that bottle wondering why did we work our butts off simply to get rejected.

I’ve been rejected a lot.  My art teachers in college actually told me to drop out of the fine art program qualifying their judgements with, “you’re not an artist”.  So Sundance is not going to break me.  I believe, that they believe, they are doing the rest of us an honorable service.  I have to say as the premiere film festival of the USA they are good.  I respect the organization and certain individuals therein.  However just sometimes we, each one of us, works so hard at what we do that sometimes we forget exactly what we are doing… and whom we are affecting.    So when I get that elbow in my gut telling me I need to wake up, I suddenly jerk away from that elbow, viewing it from afar and reflect on the “point” it was trying to make.

I have much to learn be it in life, art, or the creative processes I am currently using, studying, involved in, etc.  I have much to learn as a person as I never seem to understand the individual who has that particular need to be “the big fish in the little pond” and feel superior to the rest of us.  I am in fact a nobody.  I may always be a nobody.  I am in all actuality not even trying to be a somebody.  But what I am doing is attempting to sculpt my life into what it should have been all along.  Sundance has given me a lot of positive fuel in that direction.  Not ego fuel, but fuel that has propelled me in my almost 59 years to continue pursuing my passions.

The various wonderful people I have had the honorable moments to speak with briefly in the film industry be it at Wayans Brothers or Fortis Productions; be it at Warner Brothers, or Jerry Bruckheimer Films; etc. have been learning opportunities, each one.  Michael Tiddes at Wayans Brothers was one of the more insightful experiences I’ve had.  But the bottom line is that these people all appreciate hard work, dedication, talent, and politeness.  Old school manners in this new school era can go a long way to presenting at the very least interesting learning opportunities.

I don’t give up.  Absolutely refuse to give up.  Working at a fast food restaurant is not exactly my cup of tea dream job, but it helps to pay the bills whether you are 20 something or older.  It sucks to not be doing what you love for a living, full time.  But even if it is only part time right now, still we are doing what we love.  So I don’t stop, won’t stop, need to keep going, and try, try, try, like Pink says, until I do make it all work the right way as it should, for me.

About a year and a half ago I was asked by one of my sponsors to do a behind-the-scenes of how we wear all of the hats we wear, and shoot how we do all that we do.  I sort of laughed and said, “no, I think that we would be too scary for anyone to watch, no matter their age.  Pulling our hair out is really not what people want to see.  And I certainly do not want to share those very personal moments when I’m beating my head against the computer.  Sometimes the circumstances and the programs we are using, and still learning to use better, is ironic.  When we choose to stop learning we begin to die, or so I believe, this has been my mantra for many years.  I can’t imagine a world where I can’t believe, or hope to believe might be a more accurate way to put it.  I don’t know if the Big Boys in Hollywood will ever take my work seriously but I am willing to work my butt off and hope to believe they will.

When I was a child growing up accompanying my maternal grandparents as they visited various friends of theirs, I saw a lot of things.  They showed me how to strive for quality but not to judge; to be old school yet have an open mind to what is new.  They were the best role models I could have had, and the time I spent with them gave me a foundation to be able to cope with all of the rejections I’ve had in my life.  So although I didn’t get the Sloan Commissioning Grant in 2009 and 2010, I did however receive that wonderful email from Sundance which validated my work enough fueling my energies still on “Lost Angels[The Discovery]“.  And although I cannot bring myself to flatter myself that I will receive an Oscar, still it is such an honor to have been noticed by “http://nevertooearlymoviepredictions.blogspot.com/p/shorts-animated-documentary-and-live.html”!

So when my oldest daughter tells me in her recent email that “…you are dead to me, never contact me, ever”!  And my youngest daughter tells me how awful I am, but in her ever so direct manner of speaking.  I reflect upon these beautiful experiences given to me by the Sundance Institute and http://nevertooearlymoviepredictions.blogspot.com/p/shorts-animated-documentary-and-live.html along with some of the other very wonderful experiences I’ve had like when I was invited to exhibit in Barcelona, Spain, or the Oakland Museum when I was in high school and remember…  how others choose to view me is their choice, and potentially their loss.

As for me I choose to continue striving to become simply a better me and hope to win that race one day by honoring Steve with all of my efforts which he and my sweet husband Mark have made possible by helping me to become well and healthy again.

Today is Steven J. Campbell’s birthday, my husband Mark’s best friend, and mine too.  A multifaceted man for whom I hope one day to honor.

Merry Christmas.
Renn.

 

First and foremost I am very grateful that in approximately 2 weeks I will be celebrating my 59th birthday [12.29].  Sometimes I have questioned the reasons as to why I am still here as most people I’ve met could care less about those of us in our golden years, or older.  But maybe if nothing else I am still here to illustrate that those good old qualities our parents’ parents spoke of and tried to practice really are important to ones quality of life and living: integrity, dedication, commitment, reliability, dependability, conscientiousness, preparedness, prioritize, persistence, follow through, etc.  I have found through my journey in filmmaking as well as in life that all of those old fashioned qualities are necessary in order to achieve ones goals.

Dedication, commitment> seems like they’re the same, but they aren’t.  So seem reliability and dependability.  Sometimes I have had to  pick up the dictionary to actually understand the difference.  Organization of priorities, as well as being organized are absolutely necessary in order to even move forward.  Follow through, sometimes I’ve heard from industry colleagues that they “…think we have stopped working on “Lost Angels”?”   The answer to that will always be a definitive “No”!  Even though we are only 2 people, and we work, and sometimes get sick like everyone else, or sometimes have to budget and save to buy what we need, the answer is still emphatically “No”!  We are in this for the long haul and to make our feature film the right way even though IMDbPro has absolutely refused to allow me to add our theatrical film, “Lost Angels[The Discovery]” to our filmography under “In Production” no matter that I have submitted it properly with all necessary information filled in properly, on repeated occasions over the past 4+ years.

Integrity> be willing to hit the books and study, learn, and study some more to get it right.  So look around then define what’s right for you.  How many “hats” can you wear, well that is a matter of one’s ability to do that “thing” well, like the “Big Boyz” as I refer to them: Jerry Bruckheimer, Warner Brothers, MGM, 20th Century, etc.  But of course no one is perfect, lol, even the BB’z (Big Boys as I just mentioned) make occasional mistakes.  There was a woman out of Los Angeles, CA who telephoned me in October 2008, a supposed noted script consultant.  She claimed she wanted to help me with my script, I certainly could use the help.  I spoke with her at length in order to get a feel of her, and possibly her motives, since she didn’t know me from Adam, nor I her.  She gave me a deadline of 3 days to make a decision AND send her the script.  I researched her and found she was a professor, and thought to myself, okay… hm, interesting.  I called her back but she apparently was too busy and couldn’t speak with me, so I emailed her.  Ultimately I bowed out of this arrangement for reasons I would prefer to not state here as I am not one to go about saying not so nice things about others.  She in turn responded with telling me I was embarrassing myself and that I needed to remove my name from my business as president, that people in the industry were laughing at me.  I responded to her with”…thank you for your time”.

So I submitted to the 2009 Sundance Institute for the Sloan Commissioning Grant, and although I didn’t get the grant, it was fruitful in that they told me they were fans of our movie “Lost Angels”.  So is this professor right when in 2008 she said I am embarrassing myself?  That really depends on how you view things.  I will be totally objective here and say definitively and emphatically, “No”! LOL! I’m mentioning this as old as this bit of news is because it is still relevant since it really all boils down to who are you going to believe, or ultimately, listen to. My gut instincts have not failed me yet.  So I shared with the world this wonderful THING I discovered on the internet about 6 weeks ago at the website: nevertooearlymoviepredictions.  That this wonderful entity had predicted my live action short of 10 minutes, to win an Oscar in its 85th year, although we were #9 in their list.  Isn’t that great!  I’m a nobody and I got noticed!

Who wouldn’t want to tell at least those close to them!?!  Oh but because my sister (I have only one living in New York) has told me that she doesn’t want to hear anything of my work, and her husband, who likes to insult me by calling me a liar, or calling me crazy, and telling me he doesn’t believe I actually know anyone of importance in the film industry every time I try to share with him anything I have done that is worthwhile.  Even though my 2 daughters LauRenn and Jade, whom I love very much and always will, want nothing to do with me as most recently stated when I called my family living in New York and New Jersey because after hurricane Sandy I of course wanted to know how they were.  Robin was civil and Joe her husband unusually pleasant.  I was able to text LauRenn to ask how she was and received a very nasty reply that said, “…you are dead to me, and never contact me again, etc. etc. etc.”.  Jade my youngest, well I tried to find a number so I could ask her how she, her husband, and my two grandchildren are, but no such luck.  I’ve simply been told by Joe they are fine.  I just wish it weren’t so hard with those I have always loved so much, my blood family.

So I write about what I know.  And I know how hard it is to get noticed, to network, to be taken seriously at what you are doing and working on.  I know how hard we are working, and learning, and working, and doing, etc.  I know that this movie is taking more time than we, Mark and I, would prefer.  But we want the story and the footage to say what we are trying to tell all of you.  This movie is about this world, about all of us.  So even though I’ve approached Bruce Willis to be in my movie and spoken with his agent Michael Kives, a wonderful man who has been very kind to me and helped me to understand very key points about the industry.  I move forward artfully, persistently, producing a movie, with the hope that one day Mr. Willis will be able to be on board with us in the production of “Lost Angels[The Discovery]“.  I am like that buzzing fly that annoyingly won’t just die and go away and invariably lands on you when you least expect it.  Steve use to call me his “Pit-bull” ‘cuz I hung on in spite of all the odds.

One cannot live their life without incurring some degree of embarrassment(s).  I have found pretty much everyone in the film industry to be very kind towards me and my work be it agents, producers, directors, etc. even though I am a nobody.  And although  I do realize that my blogs sound like ramblings to most.  They are a way for me to share my thoughts and these wonderful events in my life.  If by some chance one is able to glean an ounce of worth from them, yahoo!  I applaud you.  This Christmas is very important to me.  It is the first time in 15 years that I have been able to celebrate the holidays because of illness and therefore finances.  I had hoped to be able to call and share this wonderful THING with my family but alas, no.  So it is with all of you that I dialogue with from afar.  I must move forward with my life, cancer taught me this, and to fuel my energies taking as much of the negative as I can and channeling it into good energy, to try to be productive and meaningful in as many positive ways as I am capable of. It is with all of you that I build anew my life and I hope will join me at my Facebook>Lost Angels The Discovery, LostAngels Movie, and Lost Angels The Movie; and Twitter>LostAngelsMovie.

I may not have made it into The Sundance Film Festival and it’s possible that I may never be part of the Sundance Film Festival line up; and although I am obviously not one of the “Big Boyz or Galz of Hollywood”; AND it’s clear that I do not have a family as defined by Webster.  I do however have my sweet husband and myself.  I do have the rest of the world, and those in the film industry, you, have been warm and supportive of MOI, and my movie, “Lost Angels” and for this I am grateful not only now at this holiday time of year, but always.  You fuel my soul, and strengthen my spirit.  You speak to me and make it clear that at 50+ or not I’m okay with you.  So I move forward with a glass half full and hope for the best as we all enter a new year.

Thank you all.
Renn

 

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1. Luis Gallindo for The Package
2. Anthony Spadaccini for Therapy
3. Paul Krizian for The Story Of Us
4. Tati Barrantes And Andinh Ha for Adirake
5. Mattan Cohen for All You Need

Alternates:
6. Dustin Owl Johnson for Lucky Day
7. Abigail Zealey Bess for Here’s What I Like: Fashion And Flowers. And Now I’ll Tell You Why
8. David Lowe for Meet The Cleavers
9. Renn Reed and Mark Barth for Lost Angels (The Discovery)
10. Justin Michael and Jacob Reed for The Bride Of Frankenstein
11. Kirk Bair for Dog Days
12. Drew Stephens for Viewer Discretion Advised (Tape 96)
13. Joe Greto for Faded
14. Macaroni and Lutes
15. Smoke
16. Elfar Adalsteins for Subculture
17. Emily Attwood for The Circle Only Has One Side
18. Lincoln Howes for Hostile Witness
19. Heather Morrison for Redumption
20. Tim Sloat for Brother
21. Anya
22. Greenberg Securities
23. Mac vs. PC
24. Eating Out
25. Video Jock

Thursday, May 5, 2011

85th Oscar Live Action Short FIRST ENTRIES (5/5/11)

EDITORS NOTE: These predictions were made in May 2011 and reflect what my thinking was at that time.  I have updated my predictions since then, but leave these on the blog for a historical record. For the most updated list of predictions, go to the Tracker Pages in the upper right hand corner of this blog.

85th Oscar Live Action Short FIRST ENTRIES (5/5/11)

I have found several potential entries for the 85th Oscar Live Action Short race, so I am beginning the predictions now. After all, this blog is called “Never Too Early Movie Predictions” for a reason, and we have to start somewhere!

1. Luis Gallindo for The Package
2. Anthony Spadaccini for Therapy
3. Paul Krizian for The Story Of Us
4. Tati Barrantes And Andinh Ha for Akirake
5. Mattan Cohen for All You Need

Alternates:
11. Dustin Owl Johnson for Lucky Day
12. Abigail Zealey Bess for Here’s What I Like: Fashion And Flowers. And Now I’ll Tell You Why
13. David Lowe for Meet The Cleavers
14. Renn Reed and Mark Barth for Lost Angels (The Discovery)
15. Justin Michael and Jacob Reed for The Bride Of Frankenstein
16. Kirk Bair for Dog Days

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